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What is my life? Who am I? What makes the life complete?
Don't worry ! I am not going to discuss these headache-receiving theories... Today, I started writing with a thought of uncertainty and uneasiness that has became a part of our life unknowingly.
I know that the Time is changing, but changing times is not always progressive. We need a certain point where we will be sure for a certain period about relationship, work and success... Here, I will be a bit emotional and traditional by considering the safety of the Future life.
Actually, I wanted to put the confused state of my mind that I'm unable to understand for last couple of days.. Some times I find myself with disturbed character. [No. It i not like that what you are thinking.. ;)] You might have experienced someday an unknown thought itching every now and then into your heart.
Every day, I try to sleep with a new thought, but unfortunately it doesn't work for the complete sleep. I keep changing every angle to get the right posture for the full fledged sleep. Finally, the sun rises leaving me with open eyes..:( I feel sleepy and dozing for the whole day as I am drunk or don't wanna talk anyone.. The day goes in this trance and sun sets with thinking that what the heck happening to me...?
Now, you will say that you need to visit a doc for treatment. No. I don't need any treatment. This is happened with me many times, but this is the first time I am talking about it. I know that talking about this issue will not immediately solve it. I know that writing this blog will may lead to more questions and doubts... But I still feel that by stating the problem I can figure out any solution... As of now, I cant say whether it is worked or not, but I can feel the change of air that flowing through my mind. :) Really, believe me!
Expressing your state of mind, troubles or confusions is always non-dangerous.. It my not lead any conclusion that will solve the trouble, but you will find the place to place that thought and never let it touch your other thoughts which will lead you to a happier life. Its like Ayurvedic treatment- You may get recovered. If not, you will also not have any side effect.. I guess I am right.
I call my problem "nervous breakdown" or psychological error in my life. Let this bug be fixed by the Time, the Changing Time Developer.
Will come soon.... :)